Stuck in the Shadow of my Mistakes

Can't you feel my heart beat fast...?

It's getting harder to hide how I really feel

I took a week off from my diet and at first I gained it all back, but now i've lost 5 pounds :-D

I want to lose more... back on my diet starting yesterday

She's controling EVERYTHING again.

I'm not eating because I need to control something.

And I don't want to be fucked up anymore...

SOMEBODY PLEASE COMMENT WITH HELP!

I have no energy

my clothes are too big :D

So what if I'm crash dieting.

I'm losing weight

And I'm happy

995 cals today... way too high.

I gotta run tomorrow morning though so hopefully I'll be okay

I gotta make my goal for tomorrow... no food today and doubling my exercise

I'm losing again :D

I love waking up in the morning and just watching the numbers go down!

About 700 calories today... can't find exact on anything, but I think that might be a little high.

I knew I could do it

935 calories for the day... that's too much, I can do less tomorrow

It's time for some serious dieting. No more fat ass Kristin, I need to lose at least 20 pounds before school starts

Caught in the middle
Of the truth and the lie
Afraid to change
Danger to remain
Giving it all up
To make my world better
Staying this way
Will hurt anyone who matters

I went to Jen's house today n then we went to the sky chiefs game :)

She's sleeping over...

AND we have glow sticks!!!!!!!!!!!

Well Jen called at about 11:30 n was like I'll be at ur house in 5 minutes. So we went to the mall so I could see Justin :D Then I had to work, boring as hell! I got free food though so I guess it's good. not much else to say today, I'm hyperrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!

but when am I not?

I want him...

BAD

omg awesome day...

He's soooo hott

*dies*

w00t Kristin's happy again!!!

Why do I have to feel great for so long and then out of nowhere I'm depressed again. I hate my fuckin mood swings, being bipolar sucks major ass. I'd give anything to be happy again